How will you react into a very bad thing said about you?
When you know, you are accepting to forget the person whom you have contributed an ill feeling because you doesn't want to hurt the person again.
But in spite of it, a situation triggers and the person have attacked your personal life so much.
How would you react?
Is it normal to fire back?
Is it right to just let go of the person?
I was honest when I said sorry and let go of her because I believed on her saying I have hurt her.
But to her it was not the end...She spoke so much against me on January 5, 2014.
I have never thought of her anymore and even never talked about her since October 2013.
But she charges me a lot that made me paused and checked on myself why.
How would you feel when a person will tell your friend to educate and teach Mary Jane Belenson good values because I don't have it and especially I am a teacher. How would you react on it?
How would you feel if the person will call you a dwarf when in fact everyone knows how a dwarf and human differ from one another.
How would you feel if you were charge of buying friends and getting away friends from others?
How would you feel when a person will twist all your jokes into something that is against you?
How would you feel if you were judge by volunteers who get into extra marital relationships of writing their parents about their life here in Kenya? Hell, I do not even know who their parents are.
Dear friends, these were the charges they put on me here. People who get into situations yet could not face when they meet incidents along the way. But the sad thing is, I am the product of their judgement. I know myself very well. I am happy whenever I am with my good friends. I can be honest to people, I can be serious and I can be rude if situation calls for it. With all those questions I posted above, I am happy I was dining with 6 people as we go through the charges a certain volunteer was posting to our group conversation and sending to Eric over sms. I was happy because they have defended me and assured me of having them in this journey by saying, look who is alone now while you are dining with us. It put a smile into my face and they never knew how it calm my heart that time when I was feeling to answer that volunteer back. Because of their words, I said yeah, believe for they have witnessed who you are MJ. Honestly, I was sad why it happened but I know, it will end. I will just consider those and them a part of my life's experience that needed to be buried and learn to forget. Of course lessons I have learned will retain. All my life I lived with good and countless friends without being judged. All my life I am surrounded with good friends and joys. I don't want this few people to just destroy the feeling of being happy with friends here too. So I decided to live life without those who have inflicted me and forgive them too. On the other hand I also am sorry if I made them judge me. I continue to pray not for myself alone but for everyone else's life too. I love and respect myself.
Ninoy, Harvey, Eric, Patrick, Perry, Joy, Mykiel, Leah, Aileen and our precious Ate Maru, I thank you for being a good friend to me.
You are the people who calmed me down when I feel terribly bad,
You are the people who made me smile and laugh too terribly loud,
You are the people who raised myself up when I am down,
To me you are the people who are worthy to be with.
Spending time with you has never made me bore,
Spending time with you has made me feel at home,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart
You all are worthy to be adorned.
"The feeling of love is the highest frequency you can emit. The greater the love you feel and emit,the greater the power you are harnessing"- The Secret, Rhonda Byrne
Mjuana BB
When you know, you are accepting to forget the person whom you have contributed an ill feeling because you doesn't want to hurt the person again.
But in spite of it, a situation triggers and the person have attacked your personal life so much.
How would you react?
Is it normal to fire back?
Is it right to just let go of the person?
I was honest when I said sorry and let go of her because I believed on her saying I have hurt her.
But to her it was not the end...She spoke so much against me on January 5, 2014.
I have never thought of her anymore and even never talked about her since October 2013.
But she charges me a lot that made me paused and checked on myself why.
How would you feel when a person will tell your friend to educate and teach Mary Jane Belenson good values because I don't have it and especially I am a teacher. How would you react on it?
How would you feel if the person will call you a dwarf when in fact everyone knows how a dwarf and human differ from one another.
How would you feel if you were charge of buying friends and getting away friends from others?
How would you feel when a person will twist all your jokes into something that is against you?
How would you feel if you were judge by volunteers who get into extra marital relationships of writing their parents about their life here in Kenya? Hell, I do not even know who their parents are.
Dear friends, these were the charges they put on me here. People who get into situations yet could not face when they meet incidents along the way. But the sad thing is, I am the product of their judgement. I know myself very well. I am happy whenever I am with my good friends. I can be honest to people, I can be serious and I can be rude if situation calls for it. With all those questions I posted above, I am happy I was dining with 6 people as we go through the charges a certain volunteer was posting to our group conversation and sending to Eric over sms. I was happy because they have defended me and assured me of having them in this journey by saying, look who is alone now while you are dining with us. It put a smile into my face and they never knew how it calm my heart that time when I was feeling to answer that volunteer back. Because of their words, I said yeah, believe for they have witnessed who you are MJ. Honestly, I was sad why it happened but I know, it will end. I will just consider those and them a part of my life's experience that needed to be buried and learn to forget. Of course lessons I have learned will retain. All my life I lived with good and countless friends without being judged. All my life I am surrounded with good friends and joys. I don't want this few people to just destroy the feeling of being happy with friends here too. So I decided to live life without those who have inflicted me and forgive them too. On the other hand I also am sorry if I made them judge me. I continue to pray not for myself alone but for everyone else's life too. I love and respect myself.
Ninoy, Harvey, Eric, Patrick, Perry, Joy, Mykiel, Leah, Aileen and our precious Ate Maru, I thank you for being a good friend to me.
You are the people who calmed me down when I feel terribly bad,
You are the people who made me smile and laugh too terribly loud,
You are the people who raised myself up when I am down,
To me you are the people who are worthy to be with.
Spending time with you has never made me bore,
Spending time with you has made me feel at home,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart
You all are worthy to be adorned.
"The feeling of love is the highest frequency you can emit. The greater the love you feel and emit,the greater the power you are harnessing"- The Secret, Rhonda Byrne
Mjuana BB
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